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Thursday, June 23, 2016

Moved Back East! Why & Where...

I's been 7 months since my last blog update. For those of you who really care about such things, I'm sorry, but Steve and I have had a lot on our plates and this blog is a low-priority item for me. Now that things have settled, I will try to make more frequent posts if and when I have something relatively important to share. But never, ever will I fill it rotely for no real reason other than to "just post anything", nor will I ever use it to espouse my personal views on politics, religion, etc., like so many other blogs do. I don't consider myself a "blogger" per se; I only use my blog to impart meaningful information to true fans.

That said, onto the news.

The primary thing that has tied us up the last 7 months has been lots and lots of travel, searching for a new place to settle (and settle for good). Las Vegas, where we moved to in 2013, was a colossal disappointment on so many levels that I could fill an entire blog post with that story alone, but instead of focusing on the negative, I'll just succinctly summarize the reasons why we felt that way and then move on to the positive stuff.

So, briefly, Vegas was "not for us" as Steve and I found the culture there far too superficial and the people, in general, too cold. Before any of you who've never lived in Las Vegas before say "Of course!" to yourselves, understand that we did not live on or even near the Strip; we lived in Summerlin, a very nice, very safe, very upscale master planned community on the west side of the valley,  minutes from the beautiful Red Rock Canyon National Conservation Area, where we spent a lot of our free time hiking in the mountains. But despite being far from the Strip, we eventually found that the "Strip Mentality" tended to slowly pervade everyday life throughout the entire valley. Never, ever have we seen so many people with alcohol problems, drug problems, gambling problems, and general personal problems. And I'm not speaking about the kind of clueless, willfully self-destructive riff-raff you'd expect to be like that...I'm including upper-middle class and upper-class people as well. We'd actually meet people who had moved to Vegas with zero issues and, within 1-2 years, one or both partners would get caught up in the "party" lifestyle 24/7, living like "middle-aged teenagers" and then promptly ruin their lives "having fun". Never anywhere have we ever met so many unhappy, desperate single people in their 30's, 40's, 50's and over because they "couldn't find a good partner". Never have we met so many people who had healthy, happy marriages before they moved to Vegas and then got divorced after getting sucked into the Vegas Strip Mentality, the hallmarks of which are Arrested Adolescence, Substance Abuse, Addiction or Dependency, Depression, Anxiety and Narcissism.

Is "everyone" there like that? Of course not, and we did make some good friends. But far too  many people are like that and it really started to wear us down after awhile. Steve and I lead such normal lives outside of the web site biz (especially since I retired from pro video in the summer of 2015) that we cannot relate to those who live that way, especially when they are our ages. It was sad, pathetic, and soul-crushing...and we knew we had to leave. I don't think we had a single friend in Vegas who was happy living there and who didn't want to leave if they could...but couldn't' due to work or family reasons.   Fortunately, we are able to live wherever we we really took our time deciding where to go, and stay, for good.

So where did we end up?

We ended up choosing a "get away from it all" home in a lovely small town on the coast of Delaware. The photos in this post are from our new home area. As you can see, it's gorgeous and peaceful and far away from the shallow glitz of Vegas - as well as the porn biz - on every level. And we have the beauty of beach town living without the crushing crowds of tourists that many larger beach towns have.

This puts us about a 2.5 hour drive away to the big-city culture of Washington, DC, which is our new base of operations for the web site as far as shooting videos and photo sets goes. In fact, we will start shooting with fans again in the DC/Baltimore area sometime after July; look for another blog entry soon on that.

Oh, and before someone asks - no, I will not consider meeting with fans in any capacity in or near our new home town or anywhere else in the entire state of Delaware. Not even "just for a quick (fill-in-the-blank)" request, like coffee or a drink or lunch, etc. From now on, our entire home state is and will always be our refuge away from the business and the demands of fans. That's our prerogative and we're sticking to it, no exceptions. It's not an issue of people "knowing" that we live in Delaware; if we were worried about that, I wouldn't be disclosing our location here on my public blog. It's simply a matter of keeping any and all fan interaction completely away from our home area.  

So there you have it - that's what I've been up to and why I've been absent from blogging. We are finally settled into our new home and I'm ready to start shooting again sometime after the 4th of July holidays! It's good to be "back"!



Tuesday, November 24, 2015

Latest Site Update!

Hi guys and gals,

I'm still LOVING being retired from pro work and only shooting exclusively for my own site,, again. And this latest update to the members area is just another reminder of that.

As I mentioned in my last blog post, this is my second "young foreign exchange student" fantasy shoot, this time with a 21 year old Russian student who really is both Russian and 21 years old (compared to my 48 years).

You can read more about Pavel and my reaction to meeting him in that last blog post. But you can SEE how intense our raw physical attraction to each other was/is in the shoot itself. Yesterday I posted the 4th and final segment of the scene and it's been hugely popular with my site members.

It's been one of my most popular site-only scenes in a long time...and you'll see why for yourself! Meanwhile these stills provide a glimpse of the action that recent morning. And check out the MASSIVE load of hot, potent male seed that this hunky young muscle stud gave me after I had a mind-blowing, nearly tear-inducing orgasm while riding him. Whew!



Monday, October 26, 2015

Catching up...and latest site updates!

Hi guys and gals,

Its been awhile since I've posted a blog update, I know. And based on the amount of emails I've received, I'm overdue for here you go!

First and foremost, I must admit that I'm really enjoying being retired from pro work and only shooting exclusively for my own site,, again. It's been GREAT, honestly. Best decision I've ever made was to quit pro and go back to my amateur roots with Steve at the helm of the camera. I pretty much explained my feelings on that subject in my July 17 blog post, below, so read that if you want to know "why".

Other than that, there's not much new and exciting to report. Steve and I did a LOT of traveling over the summer and early fall, which was great. And we've shot some new scenes for my site in between, at our leisure.

One of them - the focus of my three most recent members area updates - was really hot. It's my second "young foreign exchange student" fantasy shoot, this time with a 21 year old Russian student who really is both Russian and 21 years old (to my 48 years). His name is Pavel and he's been a fan for some time. He applied to be in a shoot with me and when I saw his adorable young face and ripped, super-fit body, I didn't need to think about it answer was an instant "Yes, please!"

There's nothing quite like the sexual chemistry between an older, experienced woman in her sexual prime and an eager, fit young man in his own sexual prime, and the heat between Pavel and I was so strong when Steve and I met him for dinner one night to discuss shooting that we could hardly wait for the next day to shoot!

Pavel is just my type - young, very clean-cut with no tattoos or piercings or facial hair, super-fit from long hours in the gym, very handsome, truly polite....and way into older women! I couldn't wait to get my hands on his ripped young body and see/taste/feel his super-hard young cock, and he couldn't wait to get his hands on me, either.

I'm not going to go into all the details of the shoot...but you CAN see them for yourself ONLY in the members area of my site. So far I've posted 3 of the 4 total clips that comprise the entire scene. It's been one of my most popular site-only scenes in a long time...and you'll see why for yourself!



Friday, August 28, 2015

New Members Area Update!

It took Steve and I awhile but we've finally started shooting new content exclusively for my site again...yay! Today's update is a video clip that features me having some "quality girl time" with the sexy Latina MILF Tara Holiday who, like me, is now also retired from pro porn (although, unlike me, she does not have her own site). Today's clip is Part 1 of a 3-part series and is presented in full 1080p HD. Catch it exclusively in the members area of in just about an hour or so today!

Until next time!



Friday, July 17, 2015

Now Retired From Pro Video! (But NOT From My Amateur Site...)

A few months ago I announced my plans to retire from "professional" porn at the end of this year, and return to shooting only "amateur" content for my own site at Well, I changed my mind and decided to retire from pro early - I'm now 100% done with "pro" video and am back to 100% "amateur-only" status as of this week!

I'll post more details on that story soon, and will also announce a major spree of shooting for my own site.

Until then!



Thursday, April 9, 2015

Retiring from Pro (but not NOT from Amateur) Porn in 2016!

Hi guys and gals,

As many of you know, hubby Steve and I started off online way back in 1998 with my own amateur site, which is still operating today, 17 years later. We launched it "officially" on April 8th of that year, which was my 31st birthday. The site was a huge success and right off the bat I started getting requests to do pro porn, both from fans as well as from some producers and male talent in Los Angeles. I was very flattered - and we were both very surprised - but we didn't live in California and we had our family to raise first, so we passed on the opportunity.

It wasn't until late 2007 that, at the age of 40 and after almost 10 years online as a purely amateur "Mom & Pop"  site, I finally I did my very first pro scene for Girlfriends Films, almost on whim, while Steve and I were on a brief vacation in L.A.. That scene was so much fun that I decided to try doing it part-time since our life situation allowed us to do so by that point. We  soon found that my surprising popularity rapidly led me to pursue it full-time, and I was eventually nominated  for an AVN award (MILF/Cougar Performer of the Year, 2010). I didn't win the award, but it was an honor just to be nominated...and that "fame" of sorts led me to stick with it.

The problem is that I'm bored with pro work now. It's MUCH different than the totally amateur stuff Steve and I shoot and here are a handful of ways in which that's true...

  •  It takes a LOT longer to shoot a pro scene than it does for an amateur scene for my site. Sometimes all day long! I think my fastest pro scene ever took about 4 hours and I know for sure that my longest ones have taken up to 12-13 hours. This despite the fact that the pro scene will, when released, only be about 20-30 minutes long at most! And much of the time on a pro set consists of sitting around doing nothing, being totally unproductive.  This stands in sharp contrast to the shoots Steve and I do for my site, which have literally ALL been over and done with in 60-90 minutes at the very most, yet never rushed at all and with absolutely zero wasted time despite not having a "production crew"'s just me and Steve running the entire show. 
  • In pro scenes, I have to follow a "script" - a storyline with memorized dialogue - whereas for my site, Steve and I only film real sex, not silly (or insulting) "storylines".
  • In pro scenes, as a hired performer I usually have no say at all in what guys or girls I'm shooting with and in most cases we literally meet for the first and last time on set that day...which means that in 90% of the cases I am NOT attracted to them AT ALL and it becomes truly "work" rather than the actual FUN that sex is meant to be. In the amateur scenes for my site, Steve and I hand-pick the guys or gals that I shoot with - keeping it very "real" and authentic since they are ALWAYS my type. This is why you see me in some pro scenes with guys or gals that you'd never, ever see me with on my site (gangstas, goths, white trash, goofy nerds, out-of-shape guys, guys with tiny cocks, guys who are all tatted up and/or pierced, etc.)...not in a million years. 
  • In the pro world, I (and all other performers) often have to fake orgasms because either I'm not into the guy or girl at all, because the script say it's "time" to come, or because we're out of shooting time and we have to wrap the scene. In my amateur site scenes, I have NEVER faked a single orgasm, even when I'm having 3, 4 or even 5 of them in a single scene.
  • In the pro world, many scenes play on racial or gender stereotypes, which is something I am NOT comfortable with. However, the problem is that we as performers don't know the "story" until we're on set and by that time its too late to back out as we're committed - we have to be "professional", suck it up and get on with it. Sadly, too many fans can't tell what's real and what's not so they end up thinking that I (and other performers) are into things that I/we are decidedly NOT into in our private lives. But with the amateur scenes for my site, Steve and I shoot only what truly turns me (and him) on in real life. THAT's the "real me". Only in very rare cases does a pro shoot reflect "me" and my actual sexuality (which is also the case with all other pro performers).
  • In the pro world, husbands or wives are not allowed on set for 99.9% of the time, whereas when we shoot for my site, Steve is not only right there but actually doing all the filming, whether it's him and me in alone in a POV scene or whether it's me with other guys and gals. This separation issue in the pro world is a major source of frustration for us, as we started off doing this as a lifestyle kink - something we enjoy together, as a couple. And we miss that sharing & connecting aspect dearly with pro work.

There are a lot more differences but that's probably a subject best left to another blog post in the future. But you get the idea. You see, I just miss the raw intensity of the always-genuine sex and being in total control of my work environment that our self-produced amateur "Mom & Pop" scenes offer. The problem is that its hard to do both - I have no energy for shooting for our site due to the drain of pro work.

So...this will be my last year of shooting pro. As of January 1, 2016 I will be officially retired from all pro work (though of course any scenes I may shoot late in 2015 may not be released until after the New Year) and I will once again join Steve in shooting ONLY for my own site again, just like the old days! 

That leads to the next question - when will I retire in full, including the amateur side of things? As of now, Steve and I are thinking that will probably (not certainly)  happen in April 2018, which will mark our 20th year in the "biz" of the lifestyle we've been leading for the last 23 years (and a lifestyle which we will still continue, off-camera, of course) and which will also be the month that I turn 51. We will keep ALL of our old and new amateur content online as a "legacy" site but we will no longer engage one-on-one with fans or be an active presence...our plan is to hire a webmaster and have him or her run the site and joint "Janet & Steve" social media accounts while we retire to the mountains and spend our time traveling and enjoying a private life again. Only now and then would we (meaning Steve and I together - not just me) post blog entries to stay in touch with fans.

So that's the news! Those of you who prefer my pro work over my amateur scenes have 8 months of potential new scenes to look forward to - and those of you who prefer my amateur stuff  (which is most of you by far) can look forward to Steve and I getting back to our roots and doing what we do best after 7 years of lagging behind since pro work took over our time and agenda.

See you online!



Wednesday, February 11, 2015

My DVD Store Is Finally Operational Again!

Hi guys & gals!

After a long time being down, the Store at my site is now FINALLY back open and operating. Steve and I apologize for the problem and for the LONG delay! As before, you can now purchase my amateur scenes on DVD as well as autographed photos. And also as before, members get 20% off all DVD orders! Check it out now at: