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Sunday, June 20, 2010

Where has Janet been?



I know, I know...it seems like I've been "gone" for some time. But really, I've just been very busy with my private life...and, starting this coming week, I will be officially "back"! Back to regular site updates, back to regular blog entries, back to shooting new content (both for my site as well as very select, limited pro work) and back to regular tweeting on Twitter. I promise!

So, where do I begin? Some time ago I had posted on how doing so much pro video work at once really wasn't my "thing" back when we left Los Angeles to head back East. But, aside from that, the primary catalyst for us moving all the way back across country was the fact that Mother Nature did a real number on a home we own there soon after our renters moved out. I won't get into the details, but it required some serious renovations...and it was a new, gorgeous house! Packing up and moving coast-to-coast again within a year, with a family, to come "home" to a disaster was quite an ordeal. It was all very taxing on Steve and I, especially since it was holiday time. It seemed for a time there that our world had turned upside-down.

I did not deal with the stress very well. I started making "comfort food" as well as the usual traditional holiday foods, which we normally don't eat. It was an escape for Steve and I to sit down at home at the end of a long day of juggling things and have a glass of wine, sometimes 2 or 3...I won't lie. While living in L.A. we both stopped working out so we would have energy for shooting pro scenes as well as amateur scenes for my site and, on top of that, our eating habits had turned bad. Get up, have coffee, head to set, eat nothing and drink very little water so I wasn't "full" or "bloated" for the sex portion, 6-8 hours later head home totally exhausted not to mention starving and order food in from our favorite little Italian restaurant and yes, drink wine with dinner. It was the complete opposite of the very fit and healthy lifestyle we've lived for years.

With that new bad habit for starters, then the stress of our return move, pound after pound piled on. Don't get me wrong....in retrospect I wasn't really that overweight...in fact, I was not even clinically overweight...just overweight and out of shape by my own standards. I felt disgusted with myself and quite frankly, a bit depressed. So, eventually growing tired of my own "self-pity party", I focused on the one thing I could control again...my health & fitness. With that in mind, Steve and I started hitting the gym hard again in January...just like we always used to do. By April we were going twice a day, 6 days a week...cardio in the morning and weights at night, all while eating completely "clean".

The result? I've lost 25 pounds since I started digging myself out of my hole in January and am actually in the best shape I've ever been in....I've got my "sexy" back! (Steve, too, is totally ripped and looks 1/2 his age again.) And during that time we repaired the damage to our beautiful home in full...so no more stress in that regard, either.

In all honesty, when I don't feel good about myself, I just do NOT feel sexy...and having a site is all about being sexy. I didn't want to meet with other guys or gals, either on or off-camera. While I was doing the bare minimum of my cam shows (all the while getting nasty-grams from people about my weight... which didn't help) and answering e-mail and processing DVD orders, we both pulled away, emotionally-speaking, from the site. We've been online for 12 years now, sharing the most intimate part our lives with everyone and every once in a while, real life just happens. It's hard sharing your downs when people expect you to be happy, sweet and sexy 24/7. For awhile there I didn't even want to put on makeup or do my hair let alone get in front of a camera...and, likewise, Steve didn't feel like picking up a camera or even playing off-camera.

We LOVE having a web site...but at times it can be overwhelming. It really is just Steve and I that do this, alone. We are not some big corporate site with a staff (as we know some sites are). Real world catastrophes such as what happened to our house back east happen. All these things add up.

We have some new trips planned to shoot with fans after the great response to our recent Ft. Lauderdale trip, and I'm recharged and ready to romp again. Ditto for Steve! So, in short, thank you to all of you who have hung in there with me and had faith in me. I hate to let anyone down! I wouldn't be here with out you and truly appreciate your support over the years. I had to pull myself up by my proverbial boot straps and get back in the game of life. While this might be more information than any of you wanted to know, (I usually don't get so personal)I felt I owed it to you.

Meanwhile, I wanted to give you a sneak preview of a new photo layout I'll be posting at Janet Exposed this week, taken from two professional glamour modeling shoots just this past week. I hope you like them...I'm in the best shape of my life, feeling sexier than ever and am ready to roll with a vengeance!

Janet
www.janet-exposed.com
www.foot-tease.com

27 comments:

Chris in Montana said...

You ARE in the best shape of your life. You are so lean and fit, while keeping all your sexy curves. All that training (and sex with Steve) is paying off. Congratulations on your great look.

Your pal,
Chris

Anonymous said...

God Janet you look so hot.
I hope some of your limited pro works will include some really nasty interracial stuff!!

Anonymous said...

So Beautiful ! Dying to learn what you have ben up to.

Anonymous said...

SO glad your back I really needed a Janet fix it seem to have been forever. Love you

Anonymous said...

Yeah, where HAS Janet been? I've been wondering that a lot lately...and wherever it's been, I hope it's been with a LOT of big black cocks!

I'm as eager as always to seeing you in more nasty interracial action...

Anonymous said...

holy shit Janet, you are absolutely stunning in these preview pics! Add in a *few* black dicks and it's perfect!!!

Ramiro said...

Sorry I missed you last week but those shots on Lincoln Road Mall and the beach look fantastic!!

Alex said...

Well now I am just curious about what personal stuff you've been dealing with. Please, do tell . . .

alexis and John said...

your body looks amazing. taking time off to get back into your hot shape was well worth it. the abs look really hot again!! tell us more about how you did it

Anonymous said...

Janet and Steve,

Glad the two of you are feeling better.

Janet, thanks for telling us what was going on in your life. From what you've revealed it's very easy to see how so many women in porn can see their lives completely derail. It can be far too easy to fall into all the traps that suddenly surround oneself.

It's also easy to see how having to do something can often times take the enjoyment out of it. Doing the pro porn work became more like a job than a sexual pleasure. At that point it starts to mess with your head a little bit.

Glad you too are feeling better. Remember to take life easy, it passes by very quickly.

- Dave

Anonymous said...

Welcome back. You look spectacular. Personally, I don't care how much you weigh, as long as you continue to get plowed by big black cocks like a champion!

Anonymous said...

Janet ...u look fantastic..Glad you feel as great as you look . Look forward to seeing and hearing more of your bright sexy future.

lori said...

janet
is is great to see you back and you look amazing again!!!! So can we expect you to do some limited pro work again or have you given up on that. so how did you manage to do so many pro scenes in such a short period of time.

would love to see more of you with Lex Steele as you look hot with him

Ty said...

good that you're taking care of yourself again. At the end of the day our health is all we have. Best of luck, looking forward to your new stuff

Freejames said...

Sad to hear about Janet struggling with several difficulties, but glad to hear she took hold of the situation and is back better than ever.

I think most fans realize Janet (and Steve) are not the typical porn types, they are a cut above that industry and their work is 'reality erotica' that resonates with viewers. Although I enjoy just about every image or scene Janet is in, I appreciate that Janet and Steve are getting back to performing in situations that are healthy for them.

J.R. LeMar said...

Glad everything is better for you and Steve now, Janet. Just keep doing your thing, and all of your REAL fans will keep supporting you.

amy and rick said...

Wow these new pictures look amazing. You must have done some serious working out to get back into this shape. you look hotter than ever. I too would love to hear more about your pro experience. you did some interesting scenes with a variety of stars. The chemistry between you and lex steele looked pretty intense. did you get to pick your partners?

can't wait to see more of the new body and your intensity. we love watching your videos

Anonymous said...

You're looking more hot than ever and I'm so happy to hear that you're "ready to roll"!!! I truly hope all is well and we'll see you taking tons of BBC very soon!

trisha said...

janet- you look amazing. you have back that awesome stomach and tight little body. so when do we get to hear more details of your pro life. are we going to get to see you do some anal? i remember seeing a dp of you that was real hot. would love to see more

Jman said...

Janet you look soooo Hot!!! You are just getting better with age. I love your pics, incredible!! Just a question, what's with the Paige name?

CaribeBoyRI said...

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm!!! Janet, you're one hot MILF, I think when Prince wrote Little Red Corvette, he had you in mind...

My goodness, seriously, I wouldn't mind shakin' that curvy body, bouncin' those juicy titties and glazin' them luscious buns someday...

Keep up the great work Baby-Gurl, just love lookin' at you whether you're posin' for pixxx or takin' dicks...

Anonymous said...

Janet your work is beyond awesome! How about working with Teri Weigel and doing a IR with her and a couple of your black studs for a scene. Teri is based in Florida!

Anonymous said...

First of all, I agree with the previous comments - you are absolutely sizzling hot. Second, I'm so happy to know that you and Steve are in control and doing what you want to, and how you want to do it.

Like many (most?) of your fans, I enjoy the interrcial genre the most, and your pro experience probably spoiled us...seeing you take so much BBC in such a short period of time! My favorites are your mini-gangbangs with you and about three or four black studs. It's just so erotic seeing such a loving and sweet wife become a total filthy slut for black dick!

Anyway, thanks for your work, best of luck to Steve and you. May you continue to get black sexed for years to cum!

rick and amy said...

Janet
saw your newest pics on model mayhem and wow you look hot. you in top shape again. So are you trying to go mainstream under a new name "paige"? so when can we expect to see you in more hot pro scenes. Would love to see Lex Steele take on your new tight body!!!

JohnJohn said...

Janet,

I just recently stumbled upon your blog, but after reading about what you went through, I'm glad everything is going well for you!! I hope things only get better for you!! I love your sets! You are gorgeous!! I hope you visit Chicago some time!!!

--John

Anonymous said...

Janet,

Where are you???
You said you were going to post more but it's been 2 months since your last blog update.

RC Photography said...

Wow Janet, you are totally ripped and in super shape !! Keep up the great work. It only makes your fans that much more dedicated to you.

George
Rancho Cucamonga